I did end up getting so much accomplished yesterday. Luke helped me and we got rid of a huge truckful of junk and garbage. I sold quite a bit too so all in all it was a great day.
Today my mood is a bit grey. It's a beautiful sunny day. There's a nice breeze and I had a great walk with Vicky this morning. I do not feel up to snuff though. I meditated for an hour and it was a great rest but it hasn't helped me think more positively. I am chuck full of obsession today!. I don't know why, but I want to smoke. I know the nicotine is gone. I know it's filthy, dirty, stinky, expensive and dangerous. I know I can't be around Jenni and Maria if I smoke. I know I know I know!!!! But majorly PMO I can't get the thoughts out of my mind. Perhaps I'm just bored and a nice walk on the seawalk with Phil and a coffee at Fogg Dukkers will make all the difference.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I truly believe it. Now Satan can go away and leave me in peace. I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me. Amen
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